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I wish I could find a man who would fight for me – who would fight for our relationship. Who wouldn’t constantly hem and haw. Who would, after an argument, call me and apologize or come over announced and give me a hug and let me know that he was still there, that we were still in this together.
I had that once so I know it’s possible. But I did not have it with CM at all.
CM was so quick to give up and look for someone else that he actually posted a Craigslist ad looking for new dates immediately after we had an argument today. An argument regarding why he was still logging in to Match.com and maintaining his profile there. I have all the proof I need to show that he wasn’t in it to win it. Unless he clearly has a different definition of “winning.”
I thought he had made progress, but he is just as lame as he always was.
I know I deserve better. But I feel so disappointed, rejected, and abandoned.
I don’t understand why someone who I cared about so much and treated well would knowingly hurt me so much? Would show such blatant disregard for my feelings and our (supposed bond)? Why? Why? Why?
